[Blogpost] *title goes here*
Feb. 19th, 2010 12:47 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
7rinGood morning/evening/afternoon/whatever, and welcome to my very own attempt at creating an adoption related spouting off place type blog.
I have, after careful consideration of all the pros and cons, opted to utilise my already created 7rin-on-adoption community account for this because it means I'm not creating yet another somewhere new that I'm gonna not use again within a few weeks; it's somewhere I know damn well I get control over my content on; and it's somewhere that's already relatively easy for me to update to (crappy college net nanny prog's aside) 'cause my pootah's already set up for posting here.
So, what's it all about?
Well, I was born in 1972, and when I was 7mths old, my mom palmed me off onto some friend's friend's sister's neighbours, and my adoption order is dated for a year and a month after my birth. As a result of this, I have experienced massive psychological trauma, and now - six months after reunion (which almost completely broke me) - I've decided that I absolutely DO *NEED* to start getting some of this down somewhere, 'cause otherwise, I'm just gonna stay stuck where I am.
Where I am currently is not a pretty place. Since reuniting with my bfamily, I have emotionally regressed all the way back to being that abandoned baby all over again, and I'm struggling to do anything more than remember I've got $task to do (not that I do recall all $tasks), and travelling from A to B (even if A is only the sofa, and B is only the kettle).
I have, after careful consideration of all the pros and cons, opted to utilise my already created 7rin-on-adoption community account for this because it means I'm not creating yet another somewhere new that I'm gonna not use again within a few weeks; it's somewhere I know damn well I get control over my content on; and it's somewhere that's already relatively easy for me to update to (crappy college net nanny prog's aside) 'cause my pootah's already set up for posting here.
So, what's it all about?
Well, I was born in 1972, and when I was 7mths old, my mom palmed me off onto some friend's friend's sister's neighbours, and my adoption order is dated for a year and a month after my birth. As a result of this, I have experienced massive psychological trauma, and now - six months after reunion (which almost completely broke me) - I've decided that I absolutely DO *NEED* to start getting some of this down somewhere, 'cause otherwise, I'm just gonna stay stuck where I am.
Where I am currently is not a pretty place. Since reuniting with my bfamily, I have emotionally regressed all the way back to being that abandoned baby all over again, and I'm struggling to do anything more than remember I've got $task to do (not that I do recall all $tasks), and travelling from A to B (even if A is only the sofa, and B is only the kettle).
